The first week of my final year has been completed and it went so quickly. Even though we were away for nearly 5 months, it felt like there had been no break at all and we all just picked up from where we left off. Lectures were good and being back in Cambridge was fun. First lecture of the week, on Tuesdays was Media Law Culture and Technology with Martin. This module seems interesting enough so…
OKay so i’ve been told to write a blog post about what i’m looking forward to about going back to uni next week so here goes..
A week tomorrow i start my third and final year of uni. The time at uni has gone so fast and, when i started, i thought i would know by now what i would want to do once i have left but i don’t. If i’m being really honest, I’m more lost now than i was back then. That’s probably not a great thing to admit but it’s the truth and i can’t change that right now. I can work on it though. I’m not 100% looking forward to being back at uni, i haven’t really been feeling it since the end of last semester but there is a couple of things that i am looking forward to.
Firstly, i’m looking forward to having Ian for Creative publishing and Sean for Music and Media. Two of my favourite lecturers.. actually just them two are my favourites out of everyone, no one else. They’re cool. I’m not looking forward to the end of the semester though and i don’t have them for any more modules, that will suck as they’re pretty fucking great. Also, i’m looking forward to these modules the most but not just because of the lectures. The modules guides have made these subjects sound very interesting and i can not wait to get stuck in.
Secondly, i’m looking forward to seeing my uni friends who i haven’t seen in a while. Them guys make uni that little bit more fun and bearable on a long day and i have missed them. I can’t wait to be back to hanging out and pissing about in classes or between classes. Fuck, we have to make the most of this last year because it’ll probably be over before we know it and then what will we do?
Thirdly, I’m looking forward to staying in a hotel and not having to deal with people who i don’t like unlike i had to last year. A double bed and the possibly of having a bath sounds bloody perfect to me right now!
Lastly, saved the best till last, I get to see someone that I like a lot when i go back to uni and i’ve missed that dude and having fun with him more than i’d like to admit so it’ll be good to be back at uni where i get to see him during the week and not get too lonely during my free afternoon in Cambs. That’s all i’m saying right now.
XO
Back to uni soon.. OKay so i’ve been told to write a blog post about what i’m looking forward to about going back to uni next week so here goes..
So i’ve found a tattoo guy that i’m comfortable with and I have recently added two new tattoos to my collection. Taking my total up to 5 and i will probably get more, there is no doubt about that. I love the experience of getting inked and i love having something that i’ll be able to keep with me forever. These two new tattoos have meaning behind them as well which is nice. First of the two new…
Usually I don’t like my birthday that much or do anything for it but this year my birthday has been almost perfect and I definitely did quite a bit for it. I changed it from a birthday into a birthweek though, from friday 2nd sep till friday 9th, in order to fit everything in. It was my 21st after all.
Friday 2nd September:
To start off my birthday week I saw The Hoosiers at mk11 with a guy that I kind of have a little crush on (Don’t tell him that, okay?). It was an amazing night. Crowded places sometimes freak me out but having him right there behind me made me feel somewhat calm and I really enjoyed the night. I loved being able to sing along with lots of strangers to some good music and not have a care in the world.
Saturday 3rd September:
It was pouring down with rain on this day but I had a bbq planned for weeks, maybe even months, so the weather was not changing anything! All my close family came over and there was a lot of alcohol and food to go around so it was pretty amazing. I must admit though, there was a couple people who I invited who couldn’t make it which made me a little sad when they said they weren’t coming but the party went on without them and I didn’t really miss them in the end anyways. My brother annoyed me for 90% of the evening but that’s normal for when we’re together, my sister forced me to open my birthday presents right there and then despite it not being my birthday till the 5th, and everyone was gone by half ten and I was in bed by 11 because I was still tired from the night before. So a pretty fab get together to be fair.
Sunday 4th September:
What makes sunday great? A roast dinner!! So me, my mum, dad and big brother went out for a lovely carvery the day before my birthday. It was a last minute thing and my sister had to work so missed out. I nearly died by choking on air though and I’m surprised I don’t have a bruise on my back from how hard my brother whacked me but the food was good and that’s all that really matters.
Monday 5th September
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Officially 21 at 7:05pm today. Another year older but only on the outside. I didn’t do anything really on my actually birthday day.. didn’t even open my cards or presents until half three in the afternoon. It was just like a normal day really apart from loads of people who I haven’t talked to in ages writing on my facebook wall.
Tuesday 6th September:
Birthday meal with the girls, Hannah, Jojo and Ally, at Las Iguanas. I’ll let you all in on a secret.. I prefer the cocktails there rather than the food but sweet potato fries are one of my new favourite things. This was a really good night. Me and Ally are starting to build our friendship up again after a few things happened back at uni last year and this was a lovely chance to do that and I’m really glad that she came as otherwise it would of been the first birthday in years that she wasn’t with me for. Hannah brought me balloons which I could of killed her for because they were annoying but they look great in my room now. Also, they made me take photos alone with the balloons outside the restaurant.. HOW EMBARRASSING!
Wednesday 7th and Thursday 8th September:
Me and Jojo went to Brighton, one of my favourite places, for 2 nights. We explored the lanes which I LOVE, went on the 360 airways, and did all the seaside stuff that you do when you’re away. The weather was lovely while we were there and Jojo got a lot of good photos. She loves taking photos for Instagram aha. I miss it there already and need to go back asap so if anyone is offering.. LETS GO!
Friday 9th September:
Traveled back from Brighton and spent the evening watching zombie films with the same guy I started my birthday week with. Started and finished with the same company, I think that’s kind of a perfect touch to be honest, as I love spending time with him.
…
In conclusion, my 21st has been a pretty good one and I’m going to have to up my game if I want to do better for any following birthdays to come. Also, even though i’m meant to be like a proper grown up now, I still feel like i’m too young to be doing actual grown up stuff. So, yes, you will probably still find me hanging out with my godson rather than doing something I should be doing.
XO
Happy 21st to me.. Usually I don’t like my birthday that much or do anything for it but this year my birthday has been almost perfect and I definitely did quite a bit for it.
I don’t want to be scared but, the truth is, I really fucking am. I’m scared i’m not good enough and that eventually you’ll realise that and leave just like everyone else. I’m scared it’s all (more…)
Ever had your heartbroken? Of course you have. We all have. I think I’ve lost count on how many times my heart has been messed with and I’ve just been left to deal with it by myself. Not just by boyfriends. Fuck, I can handle (more…)
